It’s hurts to hear my mother tell me she don’t love me … I’m sorry for everybody I hurt.. I’m sorry for not being son you want …. And for everybody who knows me I’m sorry …  And to Jackie I’m sorry for the life I can’t provide … I guess life won this … I can’t be me in the world that wanted so much … Looking at this knife wondering who will care if I die anyways …. I know I have done things in the past that disappointed a lot of people … And I just want to say sorry … We are all Fuck up individuals but I wasn’t prepare for this …  Suicidial  Thought..  Just thinking

It’s hurts to hear my mother tell me she don’t love me … I’m sorry for everybody I hurt.. I’m sorry for not being son you want …. And for everybody who knows me I’m sorry … And to Jackie I’m sorry for the life I can’t provide … I guess life won this … I can’t be me in the world that wanted so much … Looking at this knife wondering who will care if I die anyways …. I know I have done things in the past that disappointed a lot of people … And I just want to say sorry … We are all Fuck up individuals but I wasn’t prepare for this … Suicidial Thought.. Just thinking